MARI Card Assessments

Artist B's Journey

Where are you?
Where were you when I started to hate myself?
Where were you when I felt so much stress and pressure
to always be a good girl?
Where were you when I felt abandoned and alone?
Where were you when the pain was so great I wanted to die?
Where were you when my daughter was hurting and will always be hurting?
Where were you when I thought I had finally found happiness
balance and peace then it was stripped away?
Where were you when I felt completely worn out, tired and empty?
Where are you now?

lack and lustre

Who am I supposed to be?
Why, when I have so much support, is
life still so hard?
Why do things hurt so much?
Why do I find happiness, then it
leaves?
How do I deal with the expectations?
How do I let go?
Where will I ever find balance and
contentment?
Will I ever be able to look in the
mirror and not be afraid of the person
I see looking back at me?

Jaded and Bent
gray green walls
how many times have you painted them?
brick walls
how many times have you washed them?
stone walls
how many times have you stacked them
around your heart?
garden walls
how many times have you locked someone
out?

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